Advice needed. Do I keep this cat?

Advice needed! I have to keep this cat (Please read all details)?
More fundamentally, I was an animal lover huge growth all pointing upwards, and still am.
I have mental health problems and violent history of behavior on meds. I was also very immature and have a history of irrational behavior.
After being on the meds for 9 years I wanted to go off the coast of one of them. I was sick of depends on certain med. I have no health insurance so I'm out of their me. Forawhile I take me a smaller dose, wrong, and then I went completely out of their.
When I was 20 I would only to repatriate the many animals and repeatedly. I had two cats and had to move to the family for a new job and situation money. I was not allowed for cats. I've begged to but could not. I didn't know craigslist existence at the time. Only shelter in my city were to kill shelters. Animal was not get passed and I didn't want them be killed. I told myself that if I let go in a good neighbourhood someone find their. All grandi if my family never found a lost dog we try find his house or take a no-kill shelter, we had already two dogs, three rabbits, Perruche and fish). When I let the cats go it was a pleasant neighbourhood and I knew that the people. I did not realize genuine animal surrender can be both. I did not realize that you can go to jail for it.
I've felt really bad later tonight and went to their. I found the and took in the pound sterling. The other one that I could never find.
I grew up from my huge mistake. I am back on my meds and take resonsibly. I had need to form and grow in other areas of my life as well. I stopped and then get moving animals repeatedly and never abandoned another animal again.
If this cat walk into our apartment when the door is open. He was desperate meowing. I went to the store and I have little food which it consumes.
The cat has no collar tags or ID I took it to a vet Office to analyze for a microchip. She had a homeagain microchip. The chip called the number of owners have listed several times in a month time. One number has been disconnected and the other person number replied.
I called a few without shelter kill autour, but they are full. I live in Las Vegas and this city has been hard to abandoned animals / undesirable. I refuse to take a no kill shelter. Daily Craigslist is full of people repatriation of their pets.
I had a huge call wakeup of what can happen to abandoned animals. This daughter of scratching his ear and tilting of the head. I took her to the vet. She had nasty bacteria and yeast ear infection. A few days later she peeing of her litter box and pee goal could not trying. I her vet to new a. She needed ultrasound, x-ray examination of urine. Bladder was empty, so they had to give its fluid to make his urine. A week or later, I had to go outside of the city. I have had in his issue the meds most I do not leave a single home for pets. I spent more than 500 dollars in someone like cat.
One day there is the microchip company has approved the transfer of ownership. I always feel guilty for my past times. I wonder if I should try to repatriate him but unlikely in this city. I know that I have learned and am now responsible. I can simply not believe what I have done in the past. I think in the past, moving change and become a better person. I also believe in second chances. The decision is to me, and I think that I might be a pet owner, responsible for. I essentially helped her for over a month now successfully and have passed a piece of change on it.
The search for views. Thank you.
I refuse to take a kill shelter *.
She had a really unpleasant Infection Urinary Tract.
Sorry for some mistakes here.
Ocimom: people in my situation help can do something that anyone can do! You may not experience of people with mental health problems. Persons ' mental issues ' can live a normal life, jobs, get married, have children and pets! " Meds are extremely important and easy to take. I on meds long and not have any problem when on them. Being off the coast of one of them made me understand that. If Yes, I know cats live long and I can commit. I spent money on this chat, love, she and she loves me. Please make me realize that I really keep me. I will take great care of her entire life.
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